GALERI KOKOH: Deja Vu (2011) by Hasrul Kokoh: Oil on Canvas 80 x...

GALERI KOKOH: Deja Vu (2011) by Hasrul Kokoh: Oil on Canvas 80 x...: Deja Vu (2011) by Hasrul Kokoh: Oil on Canvas 80 x 60 cm

kantoba: wanita pembunuh

kantoba: wanita pembunuh

wanita pembunuh

13 oktober 2008 kerumunan warga disekitar rumah tua samping puskesmas masih banyak dan memancing rasa penasaran saya perjalananpun saya hentikan, helm mereh yang saya kenakanpun saya buka lalu saya taruh diatas motor yg saya parkir di bawah pohon mahoni samping jalan.

"pak, ini ada apa ya ?", saya langsung bertanya kepada bapak yang berdiri di bawah gerbang rumah tua itu, "ini mas, pak slamet pemilik rumah ini bunuh diri, mayatnya masih didalam rumah, sedang diturunkan dari gantungan", jawab sibapak yang ada dibawah gerbang, "oh, pak slametnya gantung diri ya ?", tanya saya "iya mas, semalam pak slamet bertengkar hebat dengan istrinya, sampai semua tetangga pada kebangun gara-gara brisik", bapak itu menjawab sambil memperbaiki sarung yang dikenakannya. "ya udah pak, trimakasih ya", saya lalu berjalan masuk kedalam pekarangan rumah dan melihat polisi yang sibuk memasang police line dan sebagian lagi sibuk memotret didalam rumah yg jendelanya terbuka lebar.

waktu itu jam ditangan saya tepat menunjukkan pikul 11:13 siang, karna kehausan, saya melangkah menuju warung yang ada disebrang jalan, rasa ingin tahu saya akan kejadian dirumah pak slamet masih tinggi, sesampai di warung, setelah membeli sebotol air, sayapun melanjutkan rasa ingin tahu saya dengan bertanya kepada ibu pemilik warung,

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hari ini saya membaca status kawan saya "wanita membunuh kreatifitas pria", itu bunyi statusnya, kemudian dibawahnya ada koment "STI (suami takut istri) ckckckckck...", kemudian dibawahnya lagi ada koment yang menurut saya menarik, begini bunyi komentarnya "banyak wanita yg mengeksploitasi cinta dan kasih sayang lelaki, makannya ada lagu wanita itu racun dunia"

saya jadi berfikir kalau sebenarnya curahan hati lelaki-lelaki itu ada benarnya juga

Only God Knows Why

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0DQup4hd1_o


I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

Yeah
As it...hey

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river

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